Thought Process
Jack of all trades,
king of none
Information
Not very cool,
Not trying anymore
Death..

so many people around me dying. ack.
old people you know... oh well. like 2 of my relatives died like recently and another one this year and another going to. ahh. calamity man. i can't stand seeing people being burned in the furnace though their dead. it's just sick. though i like mandai alot. cause it's scenic. it's a nice place for a bad cause. heh. :( so many deaths kind of scared my mum and she asked my father to write a will in case. ha. she was telling me what photo she wanted for her funeral and what songs to play. like she's not even sick lah! over paranoid le. haiya. there's a better life to look forward to anyway. no worries.
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ahhh... got back the results today. ahyah. not good lehh. but my parents actually took me out to celebrate. steamboat at some deserted place. though the food was good. :) family dinner. yupp. i had to eat this whole bitter green tea dessert cause no one in my family wanted to eat it. heh. so picky. well, then we went to visit my grandma cause we were near there. she was happy that our whole family actually went. so my mum started telling her about PLSE. then she kept saying "weihao, weihao" and then i thought she was refering to my bro until i realised it was 'huikao'. argh. she was saying exam the whole time!!! just in dialect. so after that, me and my sis began to call my bro weihao. hahah. you wei hao. lol :D and my bro short of sticked to that name anyway.
tomorrow i have art camp, so i have to sleep early. heh. wish me luck mann...
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WARNING : DO NOT WEAR BRACES
its a hazard. big fat hazard.
my teeth hurt like mad. ouchhhh.
boohoohoo. and i look super ugly. okay... uglier than usual lah. heh.
waahhhh. depressed. heh. just kidding.
anyway, today was a really busy day. i went to the dentist in the morning. and then we had to rush to church for the care cell leader meeting. we were like 15 minutes late but we informed them we'll be late anyway. i had to stay outside for like 1.5hours lehh. alone. waiting for parents. ack. then i was staring at the glass table to see my braces and some people thought i was staring at dirt on the table. heh. so embarrassing lehh.
then we went to costa sand resort. the NTUC one. yupp. for bbq with the alpha log staff. they had yummy food but i COULDN'T CHEW. arghhhh. i had to put wax on my teeth so many times. so annoying. yupp. i was quite full so i came back and now i'm here typing. yeah... heh.
repeat : i'm anti-braces. yeah.
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listening to teriyaki boyz - tokyo drift.
its really weird. the lyrics. i found it nice at first but the girls voice got a bit irritating. :D heh.
there's one part when they say hate me, fry me, bake me and try me. so weird. haha.
i'm really getting bored. i'm currently trying to try my best to transfer stuff into a cd so that it won't take up computer space. aye... so troublesome
LAZY STREAK.

i was supposed to go out with glenda, soph, yc, liz and yh today but heh... didn't go. first reason - i had no transport. :( second reason - really sleepy. third reason - hmm... had to msg luorong to see if i can change the date of the art camp. which she has not responded yet. i found out that i'm the only one going to miss my cousin's wedding. everyone's going lehh. :(

Yupp. i changed my blogskin cause i was bored of the old one. and for some reason my whole laptop seems to have a bug. hotmail can't work cause the server down. msn can't log in cause of some troubleshoot thing. hmmm... so i can't have a tag board. heh.

and yeah, yc. i'm returning you the book only on 23rd. heh. PATIENCE. XD
DOULOS ROCKS.

everyone should go on the doulos ship. it's really cool. the bookshop is huge. and the guided tour is fun. yeah... the cabins are cool, the ice cream is nice, the place is HUGE. i love it! i want to work there next time. pa says that after JC i can go work there. yupp. for a few months. YAY! :)

yupp. and today i got olivia to come to my house again! not for a sleepover cause i got salt camp. ack. :( later the camp not fun then i really will regret man. anyway she has to go to school. aye... so nevermind. yupp.
well, today my sunday school teacher brought us to mcDonalds. i ate a sausage mcmuffin with egg set. yupp. couldn't finish my hashbrown cause xinxian kept grossing me out. and besides my teeth hurt. i'm going to wear braces like next saturday. so everyone's going to see me in braces on the 23rd. happy days are here mann... back to today. everyone went to order. left me and emily and 2 guys. yupp. it may seem okay but emily does not talk. i was trying. very hard. so it got quite awkward so i went to "help out". like carry stuff. :) but then olivia took everything. :( ahahah.
then emily changed table to seat with the teachers and olivia, xinxian and me just continued talking. haha. poor emily. and we kept crapping. and xinxian took like 30 minutes to finish a apple pie. gosh. i ate my burger and hashbrown faster than her. exception for my painful teeth. and she kept complaining that she was fat. like what?!? heh. she's a bit hyper. hyper, ... hypertension... yupp.
haha. and she thought she was pretty cause she saw one guy taking a photo of her. hahah. and she posed! hahah. she's so funny.

and now olivia's beside me. yupp. say something olivia.
olivia says, "just saw anything larhh, what crap."
she sounds abit anti-social does she? yupp. maybe she is? hahah.
got to eat dinner now. bye. and ps. "i'm very social okay!?!" Olivia says. hahah
Stuck at home :(.

if the dust in my room doesn't get me, the boredom will still eventually kill me.
everyone has something to do. well, at least everyone in my family that is.
bro has his eekore and eeyore. not to mention the annoying loud guitar.
sis has her loads of spring cleaning to do and catching up on her dvds and sleep.
mum has discovery travel and living channel - which i regretted letting her suscribe to.
pa has his books, the bible and his bed. triple Bs. how nice. and + he's a boring man.
well, i have this laptop, which sadly, my bro brings it out in the morning so it only comes back at night. hmm...
i have to resort to self entertainment.
like playing poker by myself. and speed which i don't like.
or talking to soft toys.
or staring at the mirror, thinking its not myself - its the holidays and i look really weird cause i got spring onion hair. the hairband's to blame.
or thinking about how i should get my revenge on that guy who spread goat saliva all over my hand.

well, yesterday it was so much more fun.
pa had his off day. and he taught me how to play russian poker and normal poker - the one with money. and i taught him dai di. i won him so many times in poker and dai di. hahah. he's bad at it. but i couldn't stand a chance in russian poker though. not my game.

im still waiting for this crappy patch to load. :( while listening to my bro playing some weird tune. hah. caught him red-handed. he not using the pick. what a cheat mann...
YAY :D.

YAY! out or boredom. hah.
i managed to persuade my church friend to come and stay over! yeah man...
we went for the mission conference first in church. the speaker was quite funny except for the annoying habit that he has. pointing his fingers at the congregation. haha. my father said he used to snap his fingers. hahahaha. i don't think thats much better.
and then i tried to persuade olivia :D
and she gave in!!!!
mwahahaha. okay i'll get her to say something
"what? evil... you... " *coughs*
hahahah
what an interview!
so i shall just stop blogging
cause she's STARING at me. scarily
hahahahaha
"i'm not staring at you stupid."
hahahahah
this is getting funny
she threatens to knock my head with my cup.
scary
violent behaviour.
help!
*chokes to death*
i need a BREAK.

staying at home is officially boring
i always thought it was fun.
even with the laptop home, theres nothing to do.
like play maplestory - its getting boring anyway
or chat on msn - everyone's away on a nice holiday in some resort in a very known place
and i'm going to some village in some very unknown place
not that i'm complaining. cause i like the village. heh. i get to play.
with real people. not robotic mechanism like this laggy laptop.
and i'm not really going out during the holidays too. :(
AND i'm going to miss my cousin's wedding.
for a really not good reason - art camp
i dont wanna miss it cause its not everyday that your cousin gets married. :(
art camp is so annoying
suddenly, i feel i dont wanna go.
i just wanna go to china and cycle on the road and feel the breeze.
thats really freedom.
that is if you dont get knocked down by a scooter or knock into a dirty pig in the way.
i really can't wait to get out of Singapore.
like now